Thankyou. Salamat salamat :) package kasi diba? Kapag nagmahal ka dapat expected ng masasaktan ka?
Pero kung talagang nagmamahal ka naman you would do anything just to protect the things that you love. Ewan. Haha ironic? Cause sometimes we ended up hurting them or hits us other way around.
Wait. Anon Jhai ikaw ba to? :)
Thank you. I know may pinagdadaanan ka din. And im praying that you’d overcome whatever it is. Since ramdam mo ko damhin na lang nating dalawa :) karamay mo ko karamay kita :)
I want to build my walls up again. How could I let people to hurt me like this. I want my old self back now. I want my old self who doesn’t depend her happiness on things that’re not even permanent.
Hinahayaan kasi nating bukas lang ang mga mata natin sa mga bagay na ginagawa ng iba at bulag sa mga ginagawa natin.
We expect people to do this and that for you… While you do nothing for them. Minsan unfair talaga tayo. Ayaw nating paglilihiman tayo, lolokohin, iiwan pero kapag tayo na ang nasa sitwasyon kapag ikaw na ang gagawa… Ibang usapan na.
Yung mukang dalaga hindi mukang bata. Sa dami ng insecurities ko hindi ko alam kung pano ko tatabunan lahat. I just feel bad of how I look.. I want to feel that Im girl, a real girl, sometimes… But people would just end up telling me that it doesn’t suits me. And yeah, I really look awkward when I dress up like a girl. Who the hell doesnt want to look pretty? Some girls would say they dont mind but deep inside all they want is someone who compliment them and tell them they’re pretty.
Jeez. Nevermind. Im talking nonsense again.
"The truth is, I pretend to be a cynic, but I am really a dreamer who is terrified of wanting something she may never get. "
"The kind of love that I desire is one of adventure. "
Owyeeeea. So let me update you abt my life :)We’ve been in LPU Laguna last saturday for a seminar for ECEs within Calabarzon chapter. A first time experience made possible by miss yna paulite future Ms. CvSU Jr. IECEP PRESIDENT (the girl with me) lol. Though it may seem a bit simple for a gathering that holds a large chapter.. Medyo nadisappoint kami kasi ang onti ng school na dumating but it doesn’t diminish the fun and bonding we had. And we really learned a lot of things especially from that speaker on the second photo. Engr. Joseph Aquino, sya yung head ng something sa SMART! Haha And He’s really cool! Head din sya ng isang academy wherein they give an actual environment of an industry. WHICH is a must in every schools! Grabe. He already! Sobrang naamaze din kami on his outlooks in life. Which is one of the reason why he is on the Academy.. It is to build an ecology of skilled engineers and CCNAs on our country at para mabawasan na daw yung mga Filipino engineers na nagaabroad. More skilled engineers daw dito sa Philippines mas maraming maaattract na companies dito. Which is true at dapat mas pagtuunan ng pansin. He also taught us a lot of things about IP version 6 which answered our queries about our datacomms current lesson. Nakakahanga kasi madaming offer sa kanya outside our country pero nakuntento sya kung anong meron sya. Bakit pa daw sya lalabas ng bansa kung yung kikitain niya don is makukuha naman niya dito? Kasama pa niya family niya. Malaki nga daw ang makukuha niyang sweldo dun pero kasabay nun is yung pagaadjust ng way of living niya which is also the same as staying here in his own country.
So, an update between the two of us?
Away bati. Aso’t pusa pa rin. But God knows how much I love him. That I can do stupid things just for him.. Last tues hindi sya pumasok cause I broke up with him. Nagkataon din naman na halos wala kaming klase nun gawa ng defense ng 5thyr. I still go with him when asked me to (i dont really intend to leave him, gusto ko lang marealize yung mga mali niya) despite our situation. And the whole time that we’re alone. He just cried. Gosh. Tho he’s a crybaby since day one. I really dont knw what to do. Cause I know if I forgive him that day he would just repeat the same mistakes over and over again. But I did. Call me stupid now. But ILOVE HIM. Im just happy to be with him again.. Though everyday we still fight which really affects me. Poor body clock I dont sleep well when we argue. But Im glad that we’re ok now how I wish it would last for a week and hopefully months.. Please please. *sigh* Im tired of immature fights. Just so you knw. But I will still try to be that mature one who understands and forgive you wag ka lang mawala sakin.
Wed-thurs. Design projects deprived us from sleep. Kapal ng eyebags ko and most of my classmates’ eyes were eaten by the bags under their eyes. Lol! Totoo! Grabe naging chinito at chinita in no time. Hahahap but thanks God our professor went on a defense during our laboratory on that day but managed to check out outputs before the clock timed-out. Ive been able to do the first requirement but unable to simulate the second one.. Pero salamat ulit kasi may palugit till thursday! Mabait mabait mabait. Salamat at di sya inaatake ng pagkaterror nya. Hahaha
Broadcasting studio. Ameeeeyzing talaga tong thesis na to! To knw na collaborated pala paggawa nito. Acoustics ng room at fm broadcasting mismo within the vicinity of the school. 88.7 po. Last time nag DJ si yna don. At sobrang mga adik lang! Hahaha trip trip oy. Hahaha. May nagrequest sakin kumanta don. Grabe. I sang after the 3rd request sobrang nahihiya talaga ko. Di naman ako songer. Huhu. Frustrated langs.
I may not be beautiful but whenever I receive praises from other people those words can really boost up my crumbling self confidence. Cover photo nya ko.. Nakakatuwa na hangaan ng mga babae. Mas natatouch ako kesa kapag lalaki ang nagtapat na may gusto sayo.. Diba? Knowing girls they are sometimes insecure.. Kaya privileged na hangaan ng mga chiks na to. Tas magaganda din sila :) Haha. Tho I dont feel any superiority over anything… Ayoko ng tinatawag akong idol, I am not and im not deserving to be called like that. They feel like sisters to me.. They appreciate the little things that I do just like my family. Kaya they’re sisters for me.
Thank you guys, for whatever, good or bad, appreciation you have for me.
He knows how simple things can make me smile. Thankyou for spoiling me though mas namamayat daw ako kahit na binubusog mo naman ako palagi. 😝 THANKYOU!! 😍😘😚
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