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UNIVERSITY GAMES DAY3: MUSIC FEST 2014! 😁🎵

THANKYOU MEYNSTREAM BAND! Till next event. 😊👍

UNIVERSITY GAMES DAY3: MUSIC FEST 2014! 😁🎵

THANKYOU MEYNSTREAM BAND! Till next event. 😊👍

UNIVERSITY GAMES DAY2! 😊❤💋🐯
#GOTIGERS #igdaily #asian

UNIVERSITY GAMES DAY2! 😊❤💋🐯
#GOTIGERS #igdaily #asian

Epic 5minutes of my life.

Sa ikapangalawang araw… umuwi akong mabigat ang loob. Sabi ko pa naman dapat maging memrable tong last intrams ko. Dalawang intrams ng ganito… hindi ba pwedeng kahit isang araw lang na pahinga, di ba pwede?

We lost on our game kanina. We are down by two points. Sayang. Sobrang sayang. Pero after ng game siguro sa sobrang hindi ko alam ang mararamdaman ko… ngumiti na lang ako. Gusto ko maiyak. Pero ngumiti na lang ako. Ayoko din kasi bumigat yung loob ng teamates ko. I know they did their best… pero ambigat pala kapag nagpipigil ng luha. Pero NGITI pa rin. Specialty ko ata yun. Nakakangiti pa rin kahit sa totoo lang paiyak na paiyak na ko.

Ganon pala pakiramdam ng bangko. Sa totoo lang sobrang laki ng panghihinayang ko hindi dahil sa outcome ng game kundi dahil sa mga hindi ko naggawa sa huling pagkakataon ko sa Ugames. Hindi ko maggawa kasi di ako pinapasok. Siguro parusa yun para saken… kasi ang panget ng pinakita ko nung mga nauna… pero napakasakit lang sa dibdib. Na…. gustong gusto mo pumasok…kasi alam mong may maggagawa ka kumpara dun sa mga nasa loob.. hindi man sa puntos pero sa depensa… pero wala. Ganon siguro talaga. Halos limang minuto lang ako sa loob. Dalawang beses lang ako pinasok. Unang beses halos dalawang minuto… yung huli… last three minutes ng fourth quarter. Ganon pala yung pakiramdam. Para kong tinotorture. Pero wala kong maggawa. .

Itong araw na to… yung araw na gusto kong magwala. Na parang wala kong pakialam ni sino man makakita saken. Na wala na kong pakialam kasi sawang sawa na ko magkaroon ng pakialam! Sobrang bigat ng dibdib ko after ng game… tas dinagdagan pa.

Alam mo yun? Of all people. May mga ganon siguro talagang tao. Parang signal… kung kailan mo kailangan tsaka nawawala. . And worse… mas sasaktan ka pa. Natuyuan ka na ng pawis sa paghagad ng bag mo… sabay aawayin ka pa ng matindi. Olats na nga sasabayan pa.

Nagbreakdown na ko. Ni wala man lang sumalo saken. Nagkulong ako sa Cr… nilabas ko lahat… wala kong pakialam kahit marinig man akong umiiyak nung mga nakapila sa labas… Pero after nun nagayos na ko. Kunwari walang nangyari. Pero sa totoo lang hanggang sa jeep umiiyak pa ko. Hahahaha sobrang nanghihinayang ako sa larong yun.

Siguro memorable nga tong intrams na to. Ito ung intrams na naglaro ako na hindi man lang ako hiningal. Ito yung laro na habang buhay kong panghihinayangan.

UNIVERSITY GAMES DAY 1! 😁💞 :D <3
Last University Games ko na po to, hopefully. Kaya dapat memorable! ☺👍

#CEIT #Tigers #igdaily

UNIVERSITY GAMES DAY 1! 😁💞 :D <3
Last University Games ko na po to, hopefully. Kaya dapat memorable! ☺👍

#CEIT #Tigers #igdaily

Nakakasawa. Nakakapagod.

Kaya ko tanggapin lahat. Magselos sya… iniisip ko natatakot lang syang mawala ko. Pero yung pagdudahan ang pagkababae ko? Sobra na. Wala na nga ata ni kapirasong respeto para saken yung lalaking yun. Napaka unfair ng buhay. . I dedicated almost half of my life waiting for that one true love I thought would exist for me. Everything at first is surreal… Now it’s a nightmare.

Napakasakit mabastos araw-araw ng taong mahal mo. Everyday you dedicated yourself to him… nagpakaloyal ka, pinagsilbihan mo, pinatawad at minahal mo… and this is what He gave you in return. Napaka ironic. Bakit di na lang pagtagpuin yung mga matitino… why do I need to experience this? Nasasaktan ba ko kasi matigas ang ulo ko? God knows how much I wanted to suppress this feelings… Di ko alam kung kelan ko sya minahal ng ganito. And now I wish I didnt. Ayoko na magmahal kung ganito lang din lang… Gusto ko bumalik dun sa sarili kong ‘walang pakialam’. Yung babaeng matigas at mahirap suyuin. Yung ayaw magbf. Yung pihikan. Yung takot sumugal ulit..

I regret taking this risk. I regret being so kind to people who mistreated me everyday. And I hate myself for letting them do it to me every effin day of my life! I hate myself for not shutting them out of my life!

The thing is, too many girls wait for a guy to make the move. Hope he calls. Hope he texts. Hope he puts his arm around her.. and it never happens. That’s a shame. Girls should wait on the guy that makes her the star. That puts her name in lights. Girls should wait on the guy that doesn’t make them wait.
—Anonymous (via psych-facts)
Strange as it may seem, I still hope for the best, even though the best, like an interesting piece of mail, so rarely arrives.
—Lemony Snicket (via psych-facts)

Kung sa tingin mo bastusin syang babae.. kung sa tingin mo malandi sya at sinungaling.. Edi iwan mo! Kung totoo bang wala syang kwenta eh magdadalawang isip ka bang iwan ang ganong klaseng babae? Pero kung mapaggawa ka lang ng kwento at sinasabi mo lang yan para saktan sya… you just prove yourself unworthy of her.

Ang mga babae.. minamahal at nirerespeto. Hindi binabastos at sinasaktan kapag di nabigay sayo ang gusto mo!

Mas pinapahalagahan naman talaga ang isang bagay kapag wala na sayo. . Kapag nandyan…binabasura mo lang. Kung maaway mo ganon na lang pero once na nawala na sayo… tsaka mo lang marerealize lahat… and that would be the time that you would be desperate to get her back.

If she forgives you… you are lucky enough. Pero hindi ibig sabihin nun uulitin mo lang din lahat. Learn your lesson. Or watch her walking away. At wala kang karapatang magalit sa kanya… kasi kasalanan mo kasi di mo sya tinrato ng tama.

(Source: free-your-mind)

I constantly wonder how my life looks in other people’s eyes. Do they think I have it easy? Do they think I have nothing going on for myself? Or are they fascinated with who I am? The thing is that no one will ever know my whole story. No one will ever know the things I’ve had to overcome. Not even my closest friends, not even my own family. The thing is that people are so quick to judge now a days. You only see a person from what they want and allow you to see. I always try to look as put together as if can and I guess that’s my way of hiding from the truth. It’s just that way, everyone will assume that everything in my life is okay, that I never go through anything. If only everyone knew how broken I am, and how I’m holding on for dear life on this one last strand that’s recently become very delicate. The truth is that no one really knows me. No one will ever know me and sometimes that scares me, because no one will ever know why I am the way I am.
Never argue with an idiot, they will drag you to their level and beat you with experience
—Lincoln (via ohlovequotes)

(Source: psych-facts)

Feeling unsure and lost is part of your path. Don’t avoid it. See what those feelings are showing you and use it. Take a breath. You’ll be okay. Even if you don’t feel okay all the time.
—Louis C.K. (via psych-facts)