Twisted Fate

IECEP CAVITE meeting sa umaga tas diretsong service ng hapon. Grabe nung una nahihiya pa kong pumuntang simbahan kasi halos 1bwan akong absent.. Pero within that month naman nagsisimba pa din ako haha sa mas malapit nga lang na simbahan. Pero nung pagdating ko winelcome pa nila ko tas kinongratulate sa thesis at compre namin! Wow! Haha yan ang pamilya :)

Andami ko ng namiss.. Andaming bagong kanta.

Si kuya jay nasira yung dalwang paying nyang monobloc na inuupuan! Grabe wala pang lunch yan! Hahaha

Lapot na lapot kami sa choir loft. Tas nakalibre kami ng palaspas kasi pinamigay after ng pagbabasbas yung mga nasa simbahan haha

Pagkatapos ng service diretso uwi. Pagkasakay ko jeep nakasakay ko tong classmate ko nung highschool!! Waaa. Grabe pinaguusapan lang namin sya nung isang araw ng isa ko pang classmate na nakasabay ko sa jeep paindang tas nakasabay kk sya kanina. Kahit na nakakahiya at madilim sa jeep di talaga ko pumayag na wala kaming picture! Haha apat na taon ko tong seatmate eh. Magaling yan sa math, sya katulong ko dati magsolve. Hahaha xD tas kasama din namin yung last time ko ring kasabay sa jeep. Kaming tatlo yung seatmates. Alphabetical kasi. Dami naming kwento grabe. Hahaha

Tas pagdating ko sa bahay… Walang tao. Kru kru kru..
Pala nasa bahay ng lola namin. Babang luksa ng tito ko. Kasabay ko maglakad yung dalwa kong pinsan papunta dun. Tas ayan! Walang pahinga! Makiparty pa ang lola mo kahit na ang lapot lapot ko nat pagod na. Daig ko pa nakastresstabs :3

Tas ojt pa mamya. Hahaha at kailangan ko ng matulog kung ayaw kong malate na naman. Goodnight guys! :3

Di man lahat makiayon sa gusto mo, at least kahit papano blessed ka sa kung ano ang deserve mo. Ngiti lang. God is on the wheel. :)

@IntThings: When someone lies to you, it’s because they don’t respect you enough to be honest, and they think you’re too stupid to know the difference.

-Nakakatawa. Haha. Yung ilang beses mo na syang nahuli na nagsisinungaling. Ganon pala yun. Haha tama. Wala naman talagang respeto, wala ding tiwala eh.

Competency Appraisal.

I know its not right to overthink other peoples problems… Pero di ko talaga mapigilan.

We have this competency appraisal.. Para syang pre-board. Pero ang nangyari naiba yung curriculum pagdating samen. Dati 5thyr mo sya itatake. 1stsem tapos kapag bagsak retake ng secondsem 4units yun kaya mabigat pero pagdating sa batch namin nabago.. Hinati hati yung mga 4subjects na exam twing board exam. This sem MATH at GEAS dapat yung exam namin to comply for the subject ‘competency appraisal’ 2units. Kaya may review kami every monday at wednesday.. Kasabay naming nagrereview yung ibang engineering na kabatch namin na may boardexam. Ang magkasama lang is EE at kami ECE tsaka AE at CE. Na nirequest ng mga EE hahaha kasi may mga issues sila before. Love issues actually. Lol so ayun. Di natapos ireview ung GEAS kaya last exam MATH lang ang exam namin.

Parepareho ang exam namin pero ang kasama namin magexam is yung EE at hiwalay ang CE at AE. Yung result yung naging malaking issue. Kasi inimplement samin yung ‘strictly 70% passing’ samantalang sa CEs ang ginawa nilang batayan is yung lowest sa kanila.. Kung sino yung lowest, tres yun kaya ang tendency mahahatak lahat pataas. Ang naging problema eh may mga bagsak sa EE at samin ding ECE. Kung titignan unfair diba? Pero dahil pinaglaban ng mga EEs yung fairness on grading… Nadamay ang mga CEs tapos 3 lang pala talaga yung nakapasa sa kanila.

Mahirap makita na ganon yung nangyayari… Parinigan sa status. Haaay. Pero may point naman both sides. Tapos yung isa ko pang classmate kailangan ng pambayad sa balance nya to take the removal exam dito tsaka para makaenrol sa ojt. Nakakalungkot kasi pagpapalakas lang ng loob yung kaya kong ibigay.. Kung mayaman lang sana ko. Haaaaay.

Hanggang pakikinig lang din sa mga rants at parinig ang kaya kong gawin… Kaibigan ko sila lahat pero dahil dito may mga sobra talagang naapektuhan. Yung mga supposedly running for honors sa CE posibleng wala na. Yun daw yung reason ng department nila for doing those type of grading system. Hay. Mahal kasi sila ng department nila… Pero wala eh. Di din naman mali na maghabol for fairness. Hay. Sana maging ok na. Sana walang matuluyang masiramg pagkakaibigan dahil dito.
I know what you did there 😏
Hahahaha #dapeys

I know what you did there 😏
Hahahaha #dapeys

Minsan parang gusto ko na lang makinig sa magulang ko para wala ng problema at matapos na lahat. Pero pinaglalaban ko pa rin, tigas ng ulo ko. Ikaw yung nagpapakamature para intindihin sya pero patuloy naman nyang sinusubok yung pasensya mo… Grabe. Di ko na alam kung panong kapit pa gagawin ko. Nakakapagod rin naman.

Yung ginagawa mo ang lahat para di sya mawala samantalang sya ginagawa ang lahat sumuko ka lang. Maliit na bagay pinapalaki… Maliit na bagay pero kung magalit sayo sobra.

Update.

Enrolled na po ako for our On the job training this summer. Hoho. Grabe…. First time ko pumila magisa. Sobrang sama ng araw ko…palagi na lang sinisimulan ng away. But we must go on, right? Mas feel ko pa naman magisa kapag bad mood ako kasi ayokong may mapagbuntunan ng nararamdaman ko.

   Nagstart ako pumila sa may gate1 ng school, grabe… dumating ako don ng 1 pm, sipag ko noh? Hahaha pero atlleast may natapos ako kahit sobrang tagal ng hinintay ko, tyaga lang talaga at pasensya.

   Mag-isa kong pumila ng mga ilang oras. Grabe. Nakakalungkot pala. Hahaha yung nangangalay ka na at naiinitan pero wala kang makausap man lang o mapagsabihan ni hindi ka makaalis sa pwesto mo para makabili ng tubig kasi walang maiiwan sa pila. Tapos yung mga katabi mo pa tropa tropa, sama samang pumipila. Haha andrama ko nung mga panahong yun. Nagttxt yung mga tropa ko pero di ko nirereplayan. Medyo nagtampo ko. Hahaha *isip bata* pero dumating naman yung isa kong tropa. Tapos na sila magenrol kasi maaga sila tsaka bayad na sila sa previous balance. Pakiramdam ko kanina maabutan ako ng cut-off. Pero sumugal pa rin ako. Haha nakakahiya naman kasi sa pamasaheng binigay sakin para magbayad diba? :) So, ayun. Buti na lang may makulit at maingay na nakisingit. Hahaha nakatropa pa nya yung mga katabi namin kasi kadugo nyang Kpop. Eneeeeedew

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   After 3hrs nakarating na ko dyan. Hahaha. sumakit sakit ang tyan ko sa kakatawa dito sa kasama ko eh. Madami din kaming napagkwentuhan lalo na about sa papa nya. Hay.

  Pagkatapos ng madaming kembot nakapagbayad din ng balance! Hahaha mga 5 na ata yun tas magpapapre-reg pa ko para makuha na yung reg-form ko for Ojt. Karipas ang lola mo… Hahaha Buti na lang pagkakuha ko ng regform ko, mabilis kasi wala ng pila sa registrar, nandun yung mga EE tas wala ng dalawa-dalwang isip nakiupo na ko sa tabi nila. WUHAHAHAHA. Buti na lang walang nagalit. XD

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  Grabe. Namiss ko din kasama tong mga to. Ginabi na kami pero madami pa ding nakapila… Nakakalungkot kasi ang madalas nilang mapagusapan ay yung nakaraang Compre. Grabe ang nadulot nung Compre na yun. Nakasira ng pagkakaibigan :/ Hay.

 Pero may mga dapat pa ring ipagpasalamat sa kabila ng mga hindi masyadong magandang pangyayari sa buhay…

  Finally, enrolled na ko!image

   At kasabay nyan.. Kumpleto na din yung grades namin. Grabe. Akala ko makakaACAD ako this time pero, wala eh. Pero atleast napasa ko yung compre at 2.25 ang lowest grade ko :3 Kuntento na ko dun.

 Nga pala. TOP #2 ako among ECEs na nagtake ng compre. At I think top2 talaga sa lahat ng nagtake. :3 Blessing! At sobrang napataas nun ang confidence ko sa Math this time. Yung math na dati rati iniiyakan at sinusukuan ko ngayon buddy ko na :3 <3

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Xotahh.. :( nkklungkot nmn yan.. TRUST p nmn ang…

Some people would ask me why of all people I ended up choosing a guy like you. And I really cant answer them directly cause I, myself, don’t even know the answer.

I knew you for being that conceited illustrious campus play-boy, not actually my type, that was when I was on my sophomore year. We’re basically strangers if not only because of the organizations that we’ve been together.. that’s why I really doubt your intentions when you told me that you would court me. (I really thought before that you were joking 😂)
Methaporically speaking, Ms. Good girl meets Mr. Playboy.

I turned you down a couple of times just like what I did to others.. You’re one of those consistent guys who really don’t mind waiting. But Im not that kind of girl who smile while making their love wait in vain.

You let me see the flip-side of you.. You let me read your thoughts.. You make me smile at my dumbest moments. Cheered me up. I turned you down but you never gave up on me. You made me realize my worth, remind me that girls like me shouldn’t be waiting for someone who don’t recognize my value. You saved me from my downfall. You swept me off my feet. You made believe in love again…

Some people may judge our relationship, our imperfections. But they don’t know how you made feel everyday. How you look at me. How you sing rhymes into my ears. How you do silly things just to make me laugh. How proud you are to have me. How scared you are to loose me and how you remind me to enjoy simple pleasures in life.

You’re not perfect.. Our close friends know the adversities that we’ve been through. But Im staying because I already learned… Im staying because Im not letting your faults swathe the good things you’ve done for me. This time.. I don’t want to give up easily. This time I don’t want to harbor regrets for allowing my happiness to slip away.

Iloveyou. Call me stupid, but I love you.

Hawaiian + Rick&#8217;s book = SUMMER! ☺️
I&#8217;ll finish this book this time..

Hawaiian + Rick’s book = SUMMER! ☺️
I’ll finish this book this time..

#Title defense 🙏

#Title defense 🙏

STAR CITY later with this guy @idelbeartwo and mehlabs @anakniehlo ☺️😍

STAR CITY later with this guy @idelbeartwo and mehlabs @anakniehlo ☺️😍

meynstream
20years old. ECE student. full-time stalker. Bookworm. Dreamer. Frustrated singer. PercyJ lover. ♥

Struggling to stay alive with a bandaged heart and broken dreams.

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